9:00 PM•Friday, October 09, 2009
[hAngovEr][Reminisce][ShinHyeok/SooYeon/KyuMin]
#[SY]My heart hurts, it hurts so much...
More i feel, my heart gets worn out..
[KM]Yo, don't hold back the person who's ready to leave
The journey ending with my lonely feelings hiding behind my heart
Straying away from the road of love,
I've found myself being discarded by the levies of love
Me muttering my confessions as if it's a surgery
You may not understand it, but i still love you
If we can't be beside each other i will just leave
Willing to do anything, now i will get going..
Can no longer bare to look, you've confined me in a cage
Blood pouring down;
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
I can no longer bare to look, while i'm still breathing
It would be better if i forget, so please stop this nonsense
The scar only getting deeper as it is watered
Your voice and breath
That long hair and its scent, everything all tangled
All mixed with desiredness
You've waited long enough but i've forgotten you
#[SY]My heart hurts, it hurts so much...
More i feel, my heart gets worn out..
[SH]I sometimes held back my tears as i saw your face
I sometimes closed my eyes and prayed as i panicked that you might be gone
As i wake from sleep, i've poked you and called your name as well
If wasn't enough, I also bit you softly as well
I was relieved as i heard your whimper
Then as i stared at you, i held back my tears..
And as i stared at you, i sometimes held back my desiredness
If you leave from my side i've thought that i would follow you till the end of the world..
You don't have to try to confine me when i look at the branded image of you in my heart
Even if you don't try to be similar when i look at you..
Your existence which co-exist with my love
The love which brightens my path
The wind slowly soaking the dry soul
If walking thru this path means throwing away all of my happiness,
Then i'd rather rest beside you..
#[SY]Tears bursting and now i really miss you
I may try to forget, but i'm not able to
If the world stops and if my heart stops again
By then perhaps we will end this...
#It's not familiar no matter how i try
I know, it's not familiar
Live within my heart...Just live within my heart..
Then it's okay even if i leave you
[KM]Yo, i'm the one who's going to forget you, so please stop this nonsense
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
[SH]Firstly, i loved her more than anyone else
Secondly, i've loved myself more then her..
[KM]I'm the one who's going to forget you, so please stop this nonsense
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
[SH]All of a sudden, the feeling of 'love' has disappeared
Now i've finally realized that i have left your side...
o.o recently all my songs is very emo and i don't know why tho... i'm confused myself... hmmm...
1:48 PM•Thursday, October 08, 2009
[ShinHyeok][Let It Go]
Even during those days when I'm tired,
I heard all of your problems
I gave you all of my feelings to you even if I received none as return
Why does missing call count increase?
While you are making up inexcusable excuses
I can’t hold it back any longer...
ijen uril nwajullae..neohanteneun anjullae....
oneul narangman itgetdago haenoko geuphan yaksogi itdamyeonseo
eodinga neoman nandago sesigan dongan junbihaenneunde
eotteoke nahante geurae
chingudeuri nan jeongmal baborago
ni pyeonman deuneun naega jeongmal useupdago
nado ije deoisangeun neoreul motmitgesseo
You said today we have our own quality time...
but suddenly you said you have plans
It took me forever to plan our date…
How could you do this to me?
Friends tells me I am really stupid for love
They tell me it’s pathetic how I side with you
Now I’ve lost trust in you
From today I won’t give you any
From now on, I will never give you my feelings
From now on, I will never give it to you
From now on, I will never cry, it won’t happen twice
Please stop, it’s only doing me more harm
And you might regret it
Ever since your heart changed it was hard for me
But I will think about it once more
No matter how much I think, we aren’t destined
The excuse you are using right now is insufficient
If you are truthful like back in the day than okay
geuman jom meomchwo ireoda nal nochyeo
geurigo huhoe halji molla
ni mami byeonhandwi himdeureoseo manhi
hajiman dasi saenggakhaebolge
deoisang myeot beonigo saenggakhaedo deoneun andoe
jigeum niga haneun byeonmyeongeuron bujokhae
manyak yejeoncheoreom soljikhaejin damyeon ok
geureomyeon julge always...
now we have to let it go ~....
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7:12 AM•Sunday, September 06, 2009
POP lo!!! hahas.. yes! the day is one to behold and remember! the joy of throwing your caps into the air and being with your family and friends is going to be with you for a long, long time. after 3months of BMT, i'm no longer a recruit... i'm now a private... wahahas.. all the sweat and tears shed is worth it... duno what to say now... all i wanna do is rest and recover for now... the 24km route march have caused blisters on my foot... can't walk properly... just gotta wait for my posting now... admin work pls.. T_T!!bulan ramadan berpuasa
bulan syawal hari raya
bila tiba hari raya
semua askar bergembira
pagi-pagi bangun sahur
dengan mata sungguh ngantuk
dengan mulut sungguh busuk
pergi cookhouse untuk sahur
bila angin tiup (x4)
i know, i know
we all puasa
puasa yok yok
puasa yok yok
i know, i know
you all puasa
platoon sergeant tak puasa
platoon sergeant minum redbull...
(composed by Zainal)
(original song: Cold Wind Blows)
6:01 PM•Sunday, August 16, 2009
waaaa.... shag shag shag... shag till cannot shag anymore... so little rest time... book out also for awhile only...
Army Half Marathon was fun and interesting but took my strength away from me... how am i gonna survive my Field Camp next week...!! and passing my SOC!!! T_T....
POP in 2 weeks!!! ENDURE!!!!!!!!!
3GUARDS ALPHA COY!!!!
6:13 PM•Wednesday, June 10, 2009
GUESS WHAT IS THIS~!!!!?????
IT's MY ROUND HEAD!!!! WAHAHAHaHHAHHSAHSHS...
my hairr... T_T
12:12 PM•Tuesday, June 09, 2009
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10:21 PM•Saturday, May 16, 2009
ok.. just posting pics of grad and trip... will be busy these few days... ^^
Family outside Villa
guys infront of...err... a momument..
siblings outside the monument..
Bro and Me with our HardRockCafe shirt.. hehehe
Grad pics now.. credits to Sabrina and Linda..
